Am I really that Odd?

I think it's great that you have such a pion for something. I used to be conscience of what people think of me. But since i've left high school I just don't care anymore. If you don't care what people think you can embrace who you are and truly be yourself, do everything and anything you enjoy. You sound like a very intelligent person, stick with your reading and studying. One day everyone will be working for you.